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The way I view my world

This morning-I woke up-feeling like money-I jumped up..just kidding. I woke up and walked outside with my best friend bek. First things I noticed-it was chrisp outside and I had fresh coffee and my bff- my day couldn’t get any better, and the sun had just risen so it made the leaves on the ground especially golden:)

aCHOO!

i love that me and my bff just had a five minute intellectual conversation about pumpkin smoothies

my best friend roland

Redonkulously gorgeous

Open arms always for much needed hugs

Laughs alot

Always there for me

Never a jerk

Daring

to be or not to be

i mean.. i love art. i always draw on everything, shoot i even drew a heart in my lettuce with my fork ya know? i was the top of the class in my art class in hs not to brag but just making observation.  not to diss either but lib’s art program isn’t exactly sheik.  i’m like all or nothing so i would want to go to to the best art school, SCAD baby.  by the beach with all the art snobs and their berets.

missionaries are cool. to just depend on God for Everything. here in america we have our paychecks and stuff but missionaries just depend on the goodness of other people which is from God because all good things are from God whether people give him glory for it or not.  they just travel from place to place giving up the american dream to bring so many people to Christ.  what even is the american dream? .. to be happy .. to be well liked .. to have perfect kids .. to be the top .. to attend church but then not really be filled with the Holy Spirit .. hope my life doesn’t consist of that only. i want to experience God in such a powerful way but feel like to just have a regular job its so hard to use the Holy Spirit in day to day life.  blah. i dont want to just be happy in my life and live a great life, i want to be like Jesus and Paul and John.

music is beautiful.  I appreciate every type of music there ever was.  some people scowl at certain music if i put it on the radio like popular songs of the 21st century are the only thing that should be listened to.  opera for instance should be listened to, i mean it doesn’t take much talent to scream into a microphone even though thats my favorite music, but it takes so much talent to develop an opera voice and perform it well.  i would love to be a music teacher. so why not?

theres so many things to be, uuuuuuugh idk.

i just love everything ya know?

shoot puppy i’m just gonna be a tour guide w/bek